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Hello loves! Sooooooo, this is basically all the stuff I found lately. Thanks for reading! There are so many stars shining out as bright as they possibly can tonight. However, there's only one that reflects in the sparkle of my eyes and will be forever burried within my love for the earth. On a bench this afternoon Something hit me very soon When feeling something this rare My thoughts couldn't handle there On that bench in the afternoon Once the evening would come soon And the trees started to wave I started thinking I was safe And on that bench this afternoon All the people left me soon Leaving behind the biggest mess Are there words to describe, such loneliness? My little mind, so naive And I knew I couldn't leave That bench in the afternoon There's something really sad about the closed window in my room. My thoughts are going wild again, and I'll let them. Because this is the only way I can actually notice these things, that don't matter. Whenever I look out of my window I see a world, completely filled with thoughts. I see trees that slowly move and breathe. I see this sky that's so full of things. And is so beautiful. It's see-through, but to me, still the most beautiful thing that I see when I look out of my window. It's so vulnerable, so easy to replace for something else. It's so small - yet the biggest thing. It's so beautiful, and so filled. So alive. I love to look out of my window. It reminds me that this world is alive, even though I sometimes feel dead. Stop thinking about every little detail in your life, about all the problems and all the terrible things and just close your eyes and open them and find a world waiting for you to explore it and find its most beautiful beings and appreciate them and spend your time with them because you can do that you're the only one that's holding you back and it's not complicated at all you just have to go there and believe it and live it because we all can and we all should because we have this opportunity There have been so many times – no, too many times that I’ve been wanting to scream out my lungs from misery and hate and despair against this world that gives me these dreadful thoughts and the world that ruins my vision, but for now I’ve always been given the power and courage to fight. And as long as I have an earth to fight on, I’ll move forward and go on. And no matter how long I’ll fight, no matter how hard it will be and become, I’ll fight to be happy. Because this world, no matter how scary and incredibly hateful, has always been home to the biggest army in our universe. To the minds of the sane and insane and the thoughts of so many loving souls. And that’s really quite worth the fight. |