GirlWithConfidence schreef:
Hello person,
I hope you will read this with a smile on your face. If you're not? Than click this away please. I'm not some kind of cliniclown or something that will make you laugh. I'm a girl, i'm 14 years old. My name is Anna Amy, or exactly it will be. I've heard that it costs much when you want to change your name, so i'm going to change it in Amy i guess. Just because i really hate my name. I hate to speak it out, to be named with it, just itselfs.. It reminds me of a stupid time and i really want to close that down. That stupid time is like.. my bullying past. For 7/8 years now, i'll be bullied. It goes on and on and on, than i takes a pause and it just goes on and on again. I hate the waves of happiness, because i know that there be always a wave of depression afterwords. But, don't think i'm poor, because i'm not. I'll shout the people, punch them in the face, hate all around. But, just now, i'm not strong enough for it. I'm in a depression-wave, and i just goes on and on, never stops.
And, if you ask me what's the problem? I'll say to you; 'Nothing, it just don't know anything anymore right now'. And, i'll be like 'Just leave me alone'. Than i'll listen to Justin Bieber, Selenaa Gomez, Nightcore or Skrillex and my mood will be up in a minute. Because madness didn't be forever. But, when i say it to you, just leave me alone, don't ask something, because i only tell you something about my life when i love you more than much. Like for:
Leah - Schatje, ondanks vaak ruzie's en die shit, je betekent echt enorm veel voor me, want je bent echt mijn allerliefste schatje. Ik hou gruwelijk veel van je maatje, ik kan inmiddels gewoon niet meer zonder je. En als ik zonder je moet, dan doe ik dat met tranen in mijn ogen, maar het is jouw keuze. Jij mag kiezen of je me wilt houden. Ik hoop dat je je hart volgt. Jij bent namelijk het speciaalste persoon dat ik mijn leven ben tegengekomen, jij vult alles bij mij aan, oké? Ik ben soms nogal tja.. jij weet wel wat ik bedoel, maar dan moet je weten, niks is tegen jou gericht. Jij bent super leuk & lief & top.
She's just such a great person. She heals my like no-one ever could. I love her more than everything. <3
I bet the're more people who i love more than much, but Leah is more important <3.
So, i'm a girl with a stupid past, i'm trying to forget that shit, like the accident with my grandpa & grandma, but i'll always get it in my heart. The next person that helped me with everything is;
Justin Bieber- You're such a great person, you'll always make your own dreams come true, but mines too. I'm a big belieber, you need to know that. I love you. I love your smile, i love your love, i love your songs, your voice, your posters, films, your girlfriends, your Instagram-photos, your Twitter-photos, your WHI photos, your love to us, beliebers. Your dad(lordrauhl), mum, your whole family, your friends(like, Christian Beadles, Caitlynn Beadles, Chaz Somers, Scooter, your being there for people, your popularity, your concerts, your fans, your being you..
Just, i hope you now know enough of my life, don't judge it before you know it.<3