Now the question is; what do I want to end?
The pain? Maybe.
The hurting? Maybe.
My life? For sure.
I just can't take it anymore.
I can feel my life slipping trough my hands. Like it's not mine anymore. Like.. I don't have any grip on my own life. I just.. When I can't control it, why not end it anyways? Not like I'm worth more when I'm alive..
Please, end it...
I won't ever be the same. Alive or dead. So please, end it.